some people live in a world that is veiled by blackness, sorrow and grieve.
maybe its the way which you've been brought up, maybe something's happened to u that made you think negatively for everything that's happened to you.

i know that i'm in no position to judge you.

but i want you to know that people, your friends, classmates, your family, love you. your new classmates have even promised you to make you like tj, that means something, right? contrary to what you believe, you have a very delightful character plus you look very, hmm, cool. i'm not asking for you to keep smiling like an idiot, quoted from you, because there are too many of those fake smiles.

you often add inverted commas to happy, joy and fun. inversely, you seem to put a lot of trust in sadness and loneliness. don't do that, you're hurting yourself. wallowing can be very addictive but it deprives you of much.

i want to shake you so hard to wake you up to the harsh reality. Nobody has a smooth sailing life. i guess the more satisfied people just choose to ignore the unfortunate events and, instead, look at the brighter side. Isnt that much better than falling asleep with tears in your eyes and awaking with a death wish?

people who had the guts to take the jump are very courageous, you say. lucky u're not that courageous. heng

no, your world is not as gloomy as you think it is.

you have me.

♥Bid Farewell