Thursday, July 21, 2005
Have you ever seen a happy person?
Or rather, have you ever seen a happy qianwen?
You should look at me today.
I walk with happy strides, so exultant you can sense exuberance emanating from me.
This happiness roots from the victory of TJC soccer girls who wrested the status of the winner from NJC. It was 2 nil.
Yes, exhausted, nevertheless thrilled.
For those of us who didn’t get to play, we were beaming like proud parents, or something to that effect. I hugged all of them. Thank you for making this a happy day for me. THANK YOU. =)
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Like many others, i felt out of place in TJC, at first.
Yuxi and nylx wasnt there to hold my hand when i felt lost[literally] and confused. Its not lesbianism. Having yuxi and nyl hook their arms around me makes me feel
really secure and.. (x^.^x) loved. Huiyi and Qiuyi couldnt go home with me after a long day. i couldnt whine to ky about little things. ugh.
it is this dread of having nowhere to go that formed my habit of reaching TJ school gate at 0740
sharp. not even one minute earlier. My large surface area effect an obstacle that other tj-ians have to make an effort to avoid while walking past me. i'm considerate, i know.
Yes there are countless familiar faces, but its just different. they are distant.
Sometimes smiling becomes so tedious i seek solace talking to my addidas shoes.
I rendered the thought that perhaps i made a mistake coming to this school.
But then again, where else could it have been?
Mean as it seems, in retrospect, i'm fortuitous to have decided to quit the climbing club. Or i wouldnt have met them. It is, definitely, the one of the best things that has happened to me this year.

I told some of my friends that i didnt feel quite attached to TJ at all.
Well, i have to say that my perspective's changed dramatically.
I come to school just for soccer training. Its my only motivation.
i love the girls a lot a lot a lot.
they're heartwarming to go to.
happy racial harmony day!
♥Bid Farewell