I wish I were more eloquent.
Many things that I say are simply wrong and shouldn't have been said because what the receiving end of that will perceive it the wrong way and I’ll wonder why the fuck did I say things that sound the way I don’t intend it to be.
If only a look, a touch or a moment of connection can say it all sadly it’s not as easy as that.
I am truly a lousy friend for the insensitivity and obtuseness that caused a very good friend’s disappointment.
All the little little nice things I did doesn’t even matter and cannot make up for my guilt for the helplessness at improving a friend’s mood and worse, I just exacerbated it.

It is getting tiring.. this game of constantly trying and the result is getting big fat middle fingers pointed in your face.

I remember that I used to be a cheerful person.

♥Bid Farewell