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Sunday, December 30, 2007

My first day as a cripple sucked man.. I would like to list down the reasons why it sucked:
- It was fucking painful at the ankle
- I couldn’t walk
- No one was around in hall cus it was a Saturday and also there was Hall 6 games at NTU
- I suddenly realised that I couldn’t train for games and dance
- I didn’t know what was wrong because the swelling seemed to be abnormally huge
- No one was around

And the worse worse part was that I had to pee but I couldn’t fucking help myself to the bathroom. It was pathetic how I couldn’t even hold the walls and limp to the toilet cus the pain got worse after I bathed when I got back.

I didn’t know who to ask to bring me to the hospital cus my best friend was unavailable and no one was around! I know I repeated that many times but do you know how helpless I felt when I opened my door and there is silence? I couldn’t walk around to find people and didn’t know who to call.. Then finally I messaged christabelle to ask her if she knows who’s around or who has a car and to my disappointment she didn’t reply my sms.

I couldn’t hold my pee anymore so I took my chair and tried to use it as a walker to bring to the toilet. When I was in the cubicle contemplating drowning myself in the toilet I heard a girl calling my name. You have no idea the amount of relief I felt when I opened the cubicle door and saw xinying’s chio face and outstretched arms.

There were actually people around!

I am seriously very thankful that christabelle smsed Amanda to come and help me cus she herself was at NTU. Xinying helped me borrow someone’s crutches outside his door without his consent, but whatever, and Amanda went to look for people to see who has car.

In the end the two of them accompanied me in block e resident fellow’s car to NUH. Kind people, really. My sister and cousin took the train all the way from pasir ris to come and look for me la..

I thought I was going to die alone in C313.

I think the worse worse worse part about this episode is the feeling that nobody cared. And I hate the feeling of being dependent on other people and being so weak that people will see it as an obligation to help me when they don’t really care. I thought I could make my way to NUH on my own at first but apparently not.. couldn’t even go to the toilet la.

After my cast was fixed in NUH I rolled myself out of the room and I saw weiliang and wynne. Coincidentally weiliang hurt his ankle too during the Hall6 games and was sitting in the wheelchair.
It was such a sweet sight to see wynne fussing over weiliang.
Ouch.

♥Bid Farewell