all i want for christmas new year is a new right ankle.
It doesn't even have to be the right shape and size, a functioning one will do.
disclaimer: i am having my period now therefore I have the right to feel upset and emo cus i am pms-ing.

holidays is the season to play and go shopping.
i am probably going to miss out playing for interhall games and take part in dance productions for the hall and also ivp soccer this year.
sigh.

just now kevin reminded me that school is starting already and suddenly i became worried about how i am going to get to school and tutorial rooms and labs which unfortunately are freaking inaccessible to the disabled because labs are on the 3rd storey and the science faculty is just full of stairs.
I am dreading school's reopening because i will need my classmates' help to climb up the stairs, carry my stuff, probably buy food and I CANT WAKE UP HALF AN HOUR BEFORE LESSONS AS I USUALLY DO TO REACH ON THE DOT.

i will need to depend on people to help me do the simplest things such as opening the door and the bus has to wait for me while i struggle to climb onto the bus full of impatient nus students.
i will receive pitiful looks from strangers while i try to look as dignified as possible wearing only one slipper/shoe and constantly checking if the back of my shirt has been pulled up by the crutches at the armpit.
I will also keep a relaxed face when my companions think that they are walking slowly when it is still too fast and try my best to catch up so as to not slow every one down.
i will also be very paranoid about slippery and wet floors because no one will catch me when i fall.

despite all these physical inconveniences i know that i probably will get used to it and i will survive cus the nurses will help me out simply because the nurses are really kind people.
they will be very understanding and maybe even help me remove the chicken skin or peel my prawns my life will be not too bad.

i sincerely appreciate jeslyn and hans coming to visit me cus it cheers me up to see people who care enough to come.
especially kevin, thank you x 10000000 for making the effort to visit me whenever possible its so good to see you.

come and visit me, pls.
Nat i am talking about you.

♥Bid Farewell