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Tuesday, April 14, 2009

I'm sleepy again.

If you interact with me on a daily basis you might realise that I have an unhealthy obsession.

I very much am tempted to blog about my obsession but on the other hand another voice in my head is telling me that I shouldn't.

For example, Hypothetically, I blog about how much I enjoy being with my TH Nurse clique but at certain times, I feel like I don't really belong because I am short and not pretty like the rest of them.

As depicted accurately - minus the crutches - by an outsider (of the clique) As*win,
this is how the clique looked; everybody is skinny except me.

Suppose I made it known that I feel uneasy and ill-belonged because of some inferiority complex and the girls come to know about it, they may start to act strangely, taking more notice of these feelings of mine.

Them acting strangely -> I feel even more self-conscious -> they notice it more -> everybody uneasy -> ByeBye Clique.

Hence I conclude that some things should not be said in front of some people because I don't want to tip the equilibrium of peace.

Boring is good.

But some things can't be cooped up inside for too long..

Different things can be shared with different people and because of that, I am really thankful for all these people in my life who are willing to be here.

Like the *** with whom I can have frequent inter-KaoPei-ing sessions without blemishing our friendship at all.

To ***: if at this very moment, you are thinking about how you will KP me when you see me later, for putting such an 'ugly' photo of you on my blog, trust me, I will slap you, very hard.

Hahaha. It is takes a great deal of Will to say No to you to go for supper together,

and that is not very good for my weight.

But I have to say I enjoyed Every Single Time we went to supper together :)

Even though I might leave for supper feeling anxious and grumble about the amount of sleep (gosh it is 330am now) I am about to lose that night, I always return to my room not regreting that we spent precious time together.

I feel like you are thinking, "really meh?"

To which I answer, "Of course la."

If I didn't enjoy your company why do you think I spend so much time with you.

hahahas anyways, just wanna say thanks for listening to me reminisce about PumpRoom and the JinYi and other people..

I wonder how hall life will be like without times like this..

♥Bid Farewell