I'd like to attribute many things I experience to PMS; but I am not having my menses now.
I can't explain this really empty feeling inside me, this damn Sian feeling that looms..
I take a deep breath and try to sigh that feeling out into the air,
but when I exhale,
damn, the doomed feeling is still well nestled inside me.
I'm alright, really.
Nothing bad has happened (unless you count that I am so going to get a C for 4 of my modules) and I've been enjoying my studying time with peeps like pea, caleb and the sheemeen whose table is always within walking distance.
Studying with pea is interesting because whenever I look up, she is frowning, or making a funny face (trust me, she has many) at the Tiong who can't stop yakking.
Speaking of that Tiong, seriously! no sense of shame.
He didn't even attempt to whisper when talking to his study mates, allowed his phone to ring loudly thrice, and spoke to the caller damn loudly.
He didn't even attempt to whisper when talking to his study mates, allowed his phone to ring loudly thrice, and spoke to the caller damn loudly.
Yup, so pea pea was slightly piffed.
hahaa sorry pea, but I enjoyed your facial expressions, they're too cute!
Caleb is another person who is damn fun to be with.
Non-stop hits of jokes and he totally entertains my lame jokes.
And sheemeen is always there 2 tables away in the library when I wanna consult her or when we need to whine to each other about how much of a bitch this module is.
Only nursing people will understand this pain.
haha..
Anyway, typing about these people and recalling some funny things is helping lift my mood a little bit.
I wish I could be made happy less easily by things and people around me.
I've unconsciously become so dependent on the little things external of me moving me along that when I'm left alone again I realise that
Its so quiet around here now.
♥Bid Farewell
