Wednesday, December 12, 2007
I need to
- correct my latecoming habit.
- control my wrinkling nose when I smell pang sai
- control the 'you poor thing' face
- STOP FEELING PITY EXCESSIVELY
- quit watching hospital related horror movies
- walk faster
- move faster
- dig my ears cus I freaking can't hear the diastole and systole of the blood pressure!!!
Somemore their pulse is so weak and soft it doesn't help that I'm kind of deaf...
Shit.. And deafness can't be cured it can only be lessened by using hearing aide.
Friends of qianwen: Please take care of your bodies now when you're young and able because you don't want your body to be ravaged by debilitating diseases when you're old.
The patients gasp for every breath of air and their respiration is extremely irregular.
I was counting the respiratory rate of one particular patient who's perpetually asleep just now and it suddenly stopped for about 5 seconds before regaining the original nonrhythmic rise and fall.
I had the shock of my life la I thought the patient was leaving.
I know that at the back of my mind i felt a sense of release for the patient for that brief 5 secs because I thought it was the end of her suffering there and then.
♥Bid Farewell