Monster Attack! ♥

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Saturday, May 30, 2009

My dear Girl,

I am quite stoned today cus I slept little and when I am tired I don't really talk a lot plus you gotta know that I am not eloquent at all, when so many things are running through my head I don't know how to make sense of it all and thats why I responded incoherently to your stories during our HTHT..

I sincerely apologize for that because.

I.. erms.. erms..

see I suck at this.

okays I know how much courage it takes to dig out a past which you are ashamed of,

to go through in your mind many many times and revisit the turmoil and emotions and regrets from those ordeals,

to be able to tell it to someone and take a gamble,

not knowing whether that person you're telling you is going to walk away or judge you or really, just listen and accept you for being real, for being human and being honest.

~~i know i am not perfect (haha duh! that statement is irrelevant considering my low self-esteem)~~

~~and i don't think that i am gracious like ALICIA and TEGUH/SUSAN~~

~~(sweethearts HELLO i miss you guys <3>~~

~~and i am kind of jaded about human beings who can't ARGHH BLOODY APPRECIATE PEOPLE AROUND THEM or just be nice.~~

ok dun get distracted.

The point is, I never doubted that somewhere inside you is a beautiful considerate soul that knows how to love.

No matter what you tell me about yourself which others might think is despicable or ugly or very very scandalous

nothing will change what I think of you because the soul does not get tainted by physical blemishes.

Anyways the point is human errs and I trust that you are someone intelligent and considerate enough to learn from your experiences and not repeat them right?

I have faith in you sweetheart.

[and I cross my heart and swear that your stories will not leave my lips kk. :) ]

Girl you are just sweet to confide in me I hope we'd become closer too I know where you are coming from and your reasons for telling me things I really do understand.

Thank you for your trust in me that I can take all this in even though I act siao siao all the time.

I can accept you.

And I like the imperfect, real you much better today than yesterday.

♥Bid Farewell